You have a Plan O Lord! You have a plan to get the best out of me, but there can’t be a more unfortunate person like me if I keep resisting to follow You out of fear, self-will or indulgence in worldly pleasures. O my Guiding Light! I wish to end all my contrary ways and habits and turn within. Giving up extroversion, I wish to become meditative. I wish to move towards complete renunciation. For which I must accept Your will and comply with Your instructions. That alone will bring awareness in me. O my Divine Ideal One! With Your grace may I muster courage, take the path of restraint, and fulfil the discipleship that You have blessed me with. Om Peace Peace Peace